that is…amazingly sweet. thank you. TALK TO ME MORE, I AM NOT EVEN KIDDING YOU. especially since my life doesn’t seem all that amazing right now, so your words really…kind of scare me but also warm the cockles of my heart. xoxo
Go on ANON and tell me what you think of me. I do not want to know who it is, at all. Don’t tell me who it is, don’t give me hints, don’t say your screen name. Tell me exactly what you think of me. Don’t sugarcoat things. Don’t lie. If you hate me, tell me why. Tell me what I’m doing wrong. If you like me, tell me why. Tell me exactly what you think of me.
a callie torres’ flawless smile appreciation post: part 1
That girl is without a doubt, the lowest, most awful creature to ever walk the planet!
Christmas, the holiday as well as the entire season, has generally been my 1000% favorite time of year since as long as i can remember. my family is not super close, and i have some wild arguments as part of my holiday memories, but it hasn’t been able to deter me from loving it. the lights, the snow, the magic, the love, the togetherness… it’s life at it’s finest.
this year is going to be the biggest, most difficult struggle of my life, but i am trying so, so hard not to let all of the crap stop christmas from remaining perfect.
i will be spending christmas alone for the third year in a row, and all of the traditions i dreamed of creating this year are officially null. and yet…
i still pray for snow, and happiness and peace on earth. i still pray that goodness will be brought in 2014, that demons will be overcome, the hardships will sort themselves out and that i will find happiness.
i guess what i am saying is…no matter what, this is THE most magical time of year. The stillness, the peace, and the beauty that snow brings, the joy that the lights and the decorations bring, the simple hope of the new year with fresh starts… it’s keeping me going and i’m not going to let anything or anyone stop me from loving winter. ever. i don’t care how many bruises and scars i have to show for the fight.
just… get me through december. i promise i’ll remember. get me through december, so i can start again…